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okey....there's nothing special today....

erm....after woke up at around 10am something then i was prepairing

to go to school just as usual...

[aaarrggghh!!! my 1 week holiday !! pass so fast...!!!]

 i went to downstair,and then WHAT??!! my AUNT was at my home...

HATE IT!!!arrrrgggghhh!!!

it's because hmmm....dont want to mention about it...!!

BUT!!!! THE POINT IS I HATE HER SO MUCH!!!!

after i put down my beg and want to fill drinking water in my bottle...

[hey?? know what ?? SHE ask me something really.......... im like what??? hey..i haven't take my breakfast yet....and you ask me that???]

She was asking..[abi??you haven't went to school yea?? let me send you..]

[HELLO!!!!! I HAVEN'T TAKE MY BREAKFAST YET !!! PLUS!!! I DON'T WANT YOU SEND ME TO SCHOOL!!]

okey...forget about that...

i was asking for money from my mom... 

and then......oucchhhh~~!! HURT

she said :: [ Still take money from me?? but don't want to study..]

i just pretend that i didn't heard anything...

after out from the door of my house...

then she said again:: [ If I follow my heart,i don't want to send you to school...i think you just go to school by bus is better....]

wooooww!!! i was like....... oouuucchh!!! so hurt!!!!

Mess up my family's life with my appearance?? 

Doesn't worthy with my appearance??

Life is better without me......right???? =(

 

 IT IS REALLY HARD FOR ME TO FIX THIS...

HARD EVEN THINK ABOUT IT....T-T

IM HOPELESS NOW....~

                [MY LIFE IS COMPLICATED]

    KILL MYSELF?? WORTHY??

[okey....thats all for today....i'll stop here...

need to study now....do some exercise.....

have a good life for you all there...

MWACKX.....^^ ]